you give me such feeling

there are moments, that i’m sure you don’t notice, you give me strange feelings.

it’s as if you’re giving me signs, but hey we are in a post-modernist era and everything you do can be read in infinite ways. physical closeness..touches, stories. and some other things you keep on doing that makes me feel i’m waaaay important and special than other people.

why am i having this feeling that you’re starting to like me? or is it just me? perhaps, it’s just me. just me and my whacked out perception and understanding of things.

Liking me is next to impossible.

but you keep on giving me reasons! but perhaps it’s just ME. just ME. just ME.
i’m keeping my heart from loving you.

and

i think, i’m learning.

i’m learning NOT to love you.

i hope my brain’s right on what it thinks.

-DU

i miss him

it’s been a while since we last talked. i miss his voice, his laughter. and the memories we shared during the last time we’re together makes me long for him even more.

i miss his scent. i miss his eyes. and his smiles. i miss every single thing about him.

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oh no. my defense is broken.

-DU

text messages

because every text message he sends me makes my heart jump for joy. i squirm.

could it be that i’m falling?

i don’t want to hurt in the end.

we can’t be together.

-DU

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Hello World

Two words.

My first entry in Chasma. My very first C program was called “HelloWorld” too.
This is it for now, just two words to make my online presence felt.

Till next.

-DU